I run for the journey, not the PR (Personal Record). As a proud back-of-the-pack runner, I’ve discovered that running is about so much more than speed — it’s adventure, sanity, connection with incredible people, and hopefully a ticket to long-term health, both physical and mental. I’m here to enjoy the ride, and the conversations along the way.

These stories take you from my daily Central Park “mind laundry” sessions to 155-mile self-supported ultramarathons across some of the world’s most unforgiving terrain. The ultra entries were written each night after 26+ miles of desert running, when exhaustion met exhilaration and my thoughts flowed onto paper in ways that surprised even me. Some editing for clarity, but the raw honesty remains.

My most recent escapades ran me right into a wall called sobriety which rang its bell on November 1, 2024, 1 day after my 54th birthday. I am learning daily how to embrace my new mantra of sober minded living and in return have found that the spectrum of colors in my life has gone full tilt. My world has expanded well beyond what I thought was possible and I am excited to share and hopefully inspire others with words, ideas and connection.

Ready to step in stride? Let’s see where the miles take us.


Jump to a race world:

NYC

Central Park runs, the marathon, the city as daily training ground.

Mongolia

The Gobi March 2024. Six days, 250km, wild horses.

Lapland

Racing the Planet 2022. Above the Arctic Circle. Four stages before life called me home.

Atacama

155 miles through the Chilean desert. Written each night after 26+ miles.

Patagonia

Where it all started. Racing the Planet, 2017.


NYC


Mongolia



DAY AFTER: SUNDAY and so on….Epilogue

Back in Ulaanbaatar after the Gobi March 2024. The city reveals itself differently after a week in the desert. On the epilogue, the after-race brain, and why Iris is already thinking about the next one.

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Lapland


Lapland horizon

The race continues in my dreams

It’s funny how the race seems to continue affecting my dreams. At least that’s how I interpret it. Lots of dreams of hiking, scaling, walking endlessly, and saving lots of people. Just clearing out the files. Overinterpreting gives brain waste…

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Find me something to eat

Add to the next-time list: low-carb was a winner. But I need to find something that will entice me to eat when I have no appetite. Adding olive oil was great, but I just never ate the full meals. Oatmeal…

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Back of the pack

I’m one of those people who relish being a back-of-the-pack participant. I see every run, every walk, every experience as something making me stronger. Not only for later that day, but for the next day, the next week, the next…

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Atacama



The “Moment” – Stage 4

Stage 4 of the Atacama Crossing 2018: the moment Iris hit the wall, broke her own rule and turned on the music and ran to a rainbow. On music, survival, and the mind taking over when the body gives out.

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Living dead….happy zombies

Stage 4 of the Atacama Crossing was 22+ hours. Iris Derke emerged on the other side a happy zombie with a permanent smile. The Long Stage done, the finish line suddenly real.

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Patagonia



The After Effects

Back in NYC after the Patagonia ultra, 2017. Shin splints, a 10-pound weight loss, cankles, and silly happiness. The after-effects of 155 miles, plus a hot shower that belongs in the top 10 experiences of her life.

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My desert island GEAR!

The gear that made the difference in Patagonia 2017. Iris Derke’s complete breakdown of what to bring to a 155-mile self-supported desert ultra, from toe socks to trekking poles to the notebook her family packed with surprises.

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Done!!

Buenos Aires airport, Patagonia 2017 done. Brain muted into stunned silence, body rewired, and a smile she can’t seem to turn off. On what a 155-mile ultra does to the mind when it’s finally over.

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